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Friday, July 19, 2013

Positive me. Hopefully.

Hohoho ! Assalamualaikum !
Lamanya tak ber-blogging !! Rasanya last entry aku before final semester lepas. Hahaha. Harini genap 10 hari kita menjalani ibadah puasa dan genap 39 hari aku melalui hari-hari praktikal di CIMB Weatlh Advisors sebagai konsultant kewangan. Everything was really fun and awesome. Even aku gagal mendapatkan sales pada first month aku bekerja nie yet still Im happy and bless because I have passed the exam of unit trust !! For the 3rd time re-sit , finally !! hahaha, teruknyee :D
Memandangkan closing for the epf and cash was today,and aku malas nak kelam kabut cari client, so I have decided to recover semua cash and epf to the next month ! Yippy2 ! Go Scha Go ! You can do it !

Okay cukup pasal LI. Petang nie aku nak balik Penang ! Wuhuu, rindunya kat family aku. Rasa macam dah lama gila tak balik. Padahal baru sebulan lebih. Wuwuu T_T (bila dah banyak sangat masalah yang menimpa, family adalah orang yang paling kita nak ada disamping kita ketika itu)

#Oh God .. Im so happy that You have created me like this. I can be so deeply sad and wound. Losing hope. And suddenly at the second moment I can heal and recover myself back to normal and more positive. Too much things I've been gone through all this long way. I realize that You have tested me on my physical and mental. And the most important part is I become more stonger and matured towards my own life. Never depends on others and learn to make my own decision. Thanks Allah :') You are always be my Hero ~



Tuesday, March 19, 2013

Part 1 vs Part 8.

Assalamualaikum.

Finally...!(buat muka anonymous troll yang cacat teruk tu) Aku dah berada di semester yag terakhirrrr. Jgn jeles uolls, iolls dah nak practical *practical je ponn, hewhew *_*
Happy la, happy, happy. Sebab lepas ni dah boleh kerja, kumpul duit banyak-banyak, kumpul asset berbillion-billion, kawen dengan putera raja *okay yang tu berangan :P*.
From all this while, kenangan dekat Unisel ni adalah kenangan yang paaaling manis bersulamkan pahit yang pernah aku alami semenjak umur aku menginjak dewasa. Dari sem satu yang penuh dengan warna-warni kehidupan berkawan, dan masuk sem dua yang aku baru nak mula serius study dan sem-sem selanjutnya aku makin bertambah matang dalam soal kehidupan. Cacian, umpatan, fitnah, makian, sepakkan dan kawasan-kawasan yang sewaktu dengannya banyak mengajar aku untuk kuat mengharungi hidup. And up to this point,aku berjaya menjadi seorang yang kuat! macam powerpuffgirl *kuangkuangkuang

So! apa-apa pon aku akan berusaha untuk manghabiskan dan menamatkan semester terakhir aku dengan jayanya. Cewahh. Hahaa. Good is never easy and easy is never good. Jadi kalau kita betul-betul nakkan sesuatu tu, try as hard as we can to get it. Right? Walaupun aku banyak buat kesilapan dulu, tapi tak penting siapa kita dahulu , yang penting siapa kita di masa hadapan. Masa depan kita, kita yang kena rancang, dan dengan izin Allah, In shaa Allah, kita berupaya untuk mendapatkannya. Suatu ketika dahulu, aku seorang yang paling tidak pandai untuk manage pasal hidup aku sendiri, tapi sekarang aku dah berjaya. Itu pon dengan bantuan si dia, dan dengan izin Dia :) And life gets hard as we get older. And as we get older, we got to get be mature no matter what. Jadi kawan-kawan, doakan saya berjaya dalam hidup yee. Remember that whatever had happen between us sejak sem satu sampai lah sem lapan nie, I'll keep our memories in mind. Just the sweet one ;)

Peace ;) XOXO. <3

Wednesday, March 6, 2013

When i'm with you...

Assalamualaikum.

Have you guys ever feel that sometimes our life is so boring? So do I. And nowadays it kinda feel so irritating. Worst come to worst, I let it past by without cure it. Some girls don't realize what they're worth and some guys don't realize what they have. But it was'nt a point of what Im going to say. Haihh. *tired*

Sejak dua menjak ni, me..with him feel something wrong with our relay. It was not because of someone else, it was not because we did not feel love to each other anymore. It was just like we feel apart since he got started with his practical. I put a huge understanding towards him. A huge one. Aku faham kenapa situasi jadi macam ni. Tapi yang aku tak faham, kenapa aku dengan dia asyik nak bertegang urat. Ada saja yang tak kena. Kalau siang okay, malam gaduh. Kalau siang gaduh, malam pulak okay. Hahaa. Like *&^$@%@! right? Hmmm.

Okay laa, kalau betul memang salah aku, aku akur. Tapi kalau aku dah minta maaf tu jangan la keras hati lagi nak panjangkan cerita. Know what I mean? Kalau tak boleh fikirkan pasal aku pon, fikir la pasal hubungan kita. Some said.. Selfishness is weakness. But loving and caring for others is a position of power beyond anything we can possibly imagine. So why don't we go for it. Tak rugi pape pon kalau kita sama-2 mengalah. Aku beralah, ko beralah. Settle. So lepas ni kita jadikan hal yang dah berlaku tu sebagai pedoman. Be matured enough. Boleh kalau nak mengada sekali sekala.*aku pon macam tu. Tapi tolonglah pilih waktu yang sesuai. Contohnya macam esok aku nak test, haa buat la perangai. HAHA *sarcasm T__T

Some sort, I don't have any idea of what to do if we faced problem like this. Cubalah faham keadaan aku. And aku akan cuba sebaik mungkin untuk cuba faham keadaan kau. Aku ada kekurangan. But I don't care. At all. As long as I'll be with you. I feel that Im so perfect. And don't ever said that you don't have anyone to tell your problem. If it do so, then why did'nt you point it out since we first met? And suddenly now you get to feel that way. Auchh! It's hurt you know. I'm still exist in front of you. Still willing to hear all you voices. Spread it out. But just like I said before. Tlonglah pilih keadaan yang sesuai.. I still need you, and I know, you still want me to be part of you..right? Let bygones be bygones.
Sorry you. :')

Love ~

Sunday, March 3, 2013

Wonderful journey for wonderful me


I have never wonder what is going to happen towards my life in next few years ahead. And I never getting serious to working hard planning my future. Cause why? Cause I'm not a good planner, what I have plan never gonna be succeed. So what is fate to me I'll accept. I enjoying my life as much as I can, indeed still worrying so I pray to God so that He put me in a line to successful journey. In sha Allah.

*I hate surprises , but I do love from Him :)

Monday, February 25, 2013

Di antara beribu bintang.


Maafkan aku yang selalu menyakitimu
Mengecewakanmu dan meragukanmu
Tersedar aku bila kamu yang terbaik
Terima aku, mencintai aku apa adanya

Di antara beribu bintang
Hanya kau lah yang paling terang
Di antara beribu cinta
Pilihanku hanya kau sayang

Takkan ada selain kamu
Dalam segala keadaanku
Cuma kamu ya hanya kamu
Yang selalu ada untukku

Maafkan aku yang selalu menyakitimu
Mengecewakanmu dan meragukanmu
Tersedar aku bila kamu yang terbaik
Terima aku, mencintai aku apa adanya

Di antara beribu bintang
Hanya kau lah yang paling terang
Di antara beribu cinta
Pilihanku hanya kau sayang

Takkan ada selain kamu
Dalam segala keadaanku
Cuma kamu ya hanya kamu
Yang selalu ada untukku

*nyanyi ~
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